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We are really good friends, have a great sexual relationship - Though we do argue a lot since we are both hard headed and opinionated, but never about anything that is really morally groundbreaking. More about stupid things like what movie to see or whatever. Inconsequential stuff. He's planning to move in at the end of the month. He always sends flowers, tells me he loves me. We have a lot of fun together. I really care about him and I think he is a good person, though not perfect. Then again, neither am I. No problems... Until... This past Saturday, we went out to the bar. Had a great time... Maybe consumed a few too many drinks. I was walking along, and watched as he sat down at a booth with some girl, leaned in and kissed her. Not a peck - A full on, hot and heavy kiss. I was horrified. I stood there and watched it happen. Mainly because I couldn't beleive my eyes. My heart felt it had been torn out. I never in a million years would have thought he'd do that. He knows I've been hurt by past realtionships and has always said he would never do anything to hurt me. He says I am everything he has always wanted. He says I am the best thing that has ever come into his life. But then this happened. There are a lot of factors that could have contributed to this event. But I won't excuse it or try to give it a reason, or him an excuse. What he did was wrong. I must admit, I did walk up and slap himn across the face when I realized what he was doing. In the middle of the bar. Then I went home and cried all night, debating what I should do when he called. He called the next day from his mom's house, where he had spent the night. He said he had been told by one of his friends that I was making out with someone on the dance floor, and his reaction had been anger and revenge resulting in this kiss. I think he was just very drunk and ended up doing what he did. Doesn't really matter - He still hurt me terribly, and NO I hadn't been kissing anyone. I danced by myself that night and have always been faithful to him, which isn't always easy for me. He said he felt terrible (Of course he did, he got caught)... I do love this man, and I don't want to see all our future plans go out the window because of a drunken mistake. I have told him I will give him a second chance, but not a third. I told him that I will be very suspicious for a while until he gains my trust again. I can't help that. And I said if this or anything like it ever happens again, he is out of there - Not because I want to lose him, but because I refuse to be a door mat. Am I stupid to give him a second chance? Is there anything else I can do here? He is a good man, as hard as that may be to beleive. I know I sound pathetic for taking him back - I am not naive when it come to the dating game. Like I said, I have been hurt before and I do know how to stand up for myself and when to walk away. Is it possible for things to work out? I am so scared I am setting myself up for a fall... Any advice on how to try and make this work? Or on what he can do to earn my trust again? Argh. Relationships suck.