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Here is where the story gets ugly. Last summer, I received a friend request on facebook from a guy. It turns out it was my old high school crush. I added him and we had a friendly conversation through the facebook messenger. He confessed to me that he had a huge crush on me in high school but thought I didn’t even notice him. My jaw dropped when I read that. I couldn’t believe it, if he knew that I had felt the same way. We decided to become friends since we found out we had a lot of things in common. The more I got to really know him the more I liked him and those feelings of my 14 year old self were starting to come back. One day, we were sitting in his car talking about random stuff. I felt his hand closing in on mine and then with his other hand he touched my cheek and pulled me towards him. I felt his warm soft lips and his scent was so intoxicating. We made out for at least an hour before being interrupted by a text message from my friend. The next day I felt horrible because I know I cheated and at the same time I wanted to see him again and kiss him. I decided to stop talking to him before the situation got worse. We met up one last time and I was a little drunk because of the whole situation, I held his hand and when I tried to kiss him he backed away and said, “No, we shouldn’t.” Then he pulled me closer towards him and held me really tight and whispered in my ear, “ I think I’m falling for you, I’ll wait for you. I’ll take you as an old lady.” He pulled away and smiled as he kissed my forehead. I managed to not text him for three months now and everything was going great until recently he texted me saying that he really misses me a lot. I’ve heard from people that he started drinking a lot and before he didn’t even drink. I can’t stop thinking about him and I feel like I’m hurting two amazing guys who don’t deserve it. I really don’t know how to deal with this.